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Monika Pavlickova

Manifestation, reality creation and gentle body-first workbooks — from a transformational coach and clinical alternative medicine practitioner. Her story →

As You Fall Asleep — cover

As You Fall Asleep

Monika Pavlickova

For the woman who is tired, who has tried the vision boards and the affirmations and quietly felt like a fraud.

PDF edition $9.99 · Paperback $17.99
Soft Manifesting — cover

Soft Manifesting

Monika Pavlickova

The calm, body-first way to call in what you want — written for women who are simply too tired for the hustle version.

PDF edition $9.99 · Paperback $16.99
The Reality Lens — cover

The Reality Lens

Monika Pavlickova

You didn't fail at this. You were handed instructions with a piece missing.

Ebook (EPUB + PDF) $9.99 · Paperback $19.99
Safe With Money — cover

Safe With Money

Monika Pavlickova

For the woman whose worry about money lives in her body.

PDF edition $9.99 · Paperback $15.99
When Manifesting Isn't Working — cover

When Manifesting Isn't Working

Monika Pavlickova

Written entirely for the days it isn't working. No blame. No hustle. No pretending.

PDF edition $9.99 · Paperback $16.99
The Part Nobody Teaches — cover

The Part Nobody Teaches

Monika Pavlickova

If you have been at this for years and have quietly begun to suspect that you are the reason it hasn't worked — you are not.

PDF edition $9.99 · Paperback $17.99
Safe Enough to Receive — cover

Safe Enough to Receive

Monika Pavlickova

If you give beautifully and receive badly, this was written for you.

PDF edition $9.99 · Paperback $16.99
Living in the Wish — cover

Living in the Wish

Monika Pavlickova

You've done the vision boards and the affirmations, and you keep landing back as the same woman you're trying to leave behind.

Ebook (EPUB + PDF) $9.99 · Paperback $15.99
The Whole Story — cover

The Whole Story

Monika Pavlickova

If you've ever felt like the one always on the outside of the circle, this gentle journal was written for you.

PDF edition $9.99 · Paperback $14.99
Midlife, Manifested — cover

Midlife, Manifested

Monika Pavlickova

The Law of Assumption workbook written for your actual season.

PDF edition $9.99 · Paperback $14.99
Evidence of the Wish Fulfilled — cover

Evidence of the Wish Fulfilled

Monika Pavlickova

You did the wishing. This is where you watch it come true.

PDF edition $9.99
Switchwords for Scripting — cover

Switchwords for Scripting

Monika Pavlickova

Most scripting journals hand you blank lines and wish you luck. This one actually teaches you how.

PDF edition $9.99 · Paperback $15.99
The Complete Switchword Encyclopedia — cover

The Complete Switchword Encyclopedia

Monika Pavlickova

Every word you'll ever need, in one place — and easy to find when you need it.

Ebook (EPUB + PDF) $9.99 · Paperback $16.99
The Conscious Creator — cover

The Conscious Creator

Monika Pavlickova

You've read them all. So why isn't it working?

Ebook (EPUB + PDF) $9.99 · Paperback $18.99
The Reality Navigator — cover

The Reality Navigator

Monika Pavlickova

You've read the books. You understand it. So why isn't your life actually moving?

Ebook (EPUB + PDF) $9.99
Switchwords for Financial Miracles & Reality Creation — cover

Switchwords for Financial Miracles & Reality Creation

Monika Pavlickova

A warm companion that shows you exactly what to do, day by day, to invite more money, ease and possibility into your life.

Ebook (EPUB + PDF) $9.99 · Paperback $18.99
Reality Creation Secrets! — cover

Reality Creation Secrets!

Monika Pavlickova

A body-first path to the life you desire.

PDF edition $9.99
The Calm Money Method — cover

The Calm Money Method

Monika Pavlickova

You are not bad with money. Your body just never got the signal that money is safe.

PDF edition $9.99 · Paperback $17.99
The Calm Declutter Method — cover

The Calm Declutter Method

Monika Pavlickova

If the tidy-cupboard books left you feeling more behind, not less — this is the calmer way home.

PDF edition $9.99 · Paperback $17.99
The Quiet Code — cover

The Quiet Code

Monika Pavlickova

A gentle, body-first workbook for sensitive, overwhelmed women whose stress lives in the body, not the spreadsheet.

PDF edition $9.99 · Paperback $16.99
The Histamine Storm — cover

The Histamine Storm

Monika Pavlickova

A body-first workbook for women — when your body turns on wine, cheese, and stress in midlife.

Ebook (EPUB + PDF) $9.99
The Midlife Storm — cover

The Midlife Storm

Monika Pavlickova

A workbook for the storm you never saw coming.

Ebook (EPUB + PDF) $9.99
You Are Safe in This Body — cover

You Are Safe in This Body

Monika Pavlickova

The warm, body-first companion for the woman who has tried to reason with her fear and is ready, instead, to soothe it.

PDF edition $9.99 · Paperback $14.99
After the Betrayal — cover

After the Betrayal

Monika Pavlickova

Before you decide anything — steady yourself first. You are still here, and you are still yours.

PDF edition $9.99 · Paperback $16.99
The Estranged Daughter — cover

The Estranged Daughter

Monika Pavlickova

You didn't leave love behind. You carried it somewhere safe.

PDF edition $9.99 · Paperback $16.99
The Gentle Start — cover

The Gentle Start

Monika Pavlickova

You are not lazy. You are frozen — and a frozen body can't be forced, only softened.

PDF edition $9.99 · Paperback $15.99
Fine on the Outside — cover

Fine on the Outside

Monika Pavlickova

Still coping is not the same as fine. You don't have to collapse first to deserve rest.

PDF edition $9.99 · Paperback $16.99
The Birth That Stayed With You — cover

The Birth That Stayed With You

Monika Pavlickova

It was real, and "at least the baby's healthy" was never the whole story. You are not broken.

PDF edition $9.99 · Paperback $14.99
The Ringing — cover

The Ringing

Monika Pavlickova

The problem isn't only the sound. It's the alarm your body sounds around it — and that part can soften.

Ebook (EPUB + PDF) $9.99 · Paperback $16.99
The Caregiver's Quiet Hour — cover

The Caregiver's Quiet Hour

Monika Pavlickova

Written for the daughter caring for an ageing parent, and every carer whose own needs went quiet a long time ago.

PDF edition $9.99
You Can Want Again — cover

You Can Want Again

Monika Pavlickova

For the woman who has quietly stopped daring to want anything at all.

PDF edition $9.99 · Paperback $17.99
The Reality Next Door — cover

The Reality Next Door

Monika Pavlickova

Have you done the visualising, the vision boards, the affirmations — and quietly gone back to the same tired life?

PDF edition $9.99 · Paperback $16.99
When the Baby Blues Don't Lift — cover

When the Baby Blues Don't Lift

Monika Pavlickova

For the mother still depleted, flat and foggy long after the six-week check.

PDF edition $9.99 · Paperback $17.99

Cora Bellamy

Gentle, body-first workbooks for sensitive people moving through life's hardest seasons — loss, caring, and the body.

Mother, the Monster — cover

Mother, the Monster

Cora Bellamy

For the adult daughters and sons of a mother who was cold, or cruel, or frightening, or simply never quite there behind her eyes.

Ebook (EPUB + PDF) $9.99 · Paperback $19.99
Childless Not by Choice — cover

Childless Not by Choice

Cora Bellamy

For the woman who wanted children and did not get to have them — on whatever road brought her here.

Ebook (EPUB + PDF) $9.99 · Paperback $16.99
When Your Partner Falls Ill — cover

When Your Partner Falls Ill

Cora Bellamy

This book is for the person nobody asks.

Ebook (EPUB + PDF) $9.99 · Paperback $21.99
Fear of Recurrence — cover

Fear of Recurrence

Cora Bellamy

For anyone who finished cancer treatment and now lives braced for it to come back.

PDF edition $9.99 · Paperback $19.99
While You're Still Here — cover

While You're Still Here

Cora Bellamy

For the part nobody explains: the part of you that is quietly breaking while you hold everyone else up.

PDF edition $9.99 · Paperback $17.99
Who Will Hold My Hand — cover

Who Will Hold My Hand

Cora Bellamy

For the woman growing older without children who lies awake at 3 a.m. with the questions no one lets her say aloud.

PDF edition $9.99 · Paperback $17.99
When Caregiving Ends — cover

When Caregiving Ends

Cora Bellamy

It is for you if the caring has ended and nobody around you seems to understand why you are not relieved, or not sad, or not better yet.

PDF edition $9.99 · Paperback $16.99
Denied the Grandchildren — cover

Denied the Grandchildren

Cora Bellamy

They're still here — and you're grieving them anyway.

Ebook (EPUB + PDF) $9.99 · Paperback $13.99
The Money Fear After He's Gone — cover

The Money Fear After He's Gone

Cora Bellamy

A warm, secular, body-first companion for the widow suddenly facing the money alone.

Ebook (EPUB + PDF) $9.99 · Paperback $14.99
The Body No One Will Name — cover

The Body No One Will Name

Cora Bellamy

For the woman in diagnostic limbo — dismissed, undiagnosed, and quietly starting to doubt herself.

PDF edition $9.99 · Paperback $13.99
The Smallest Goodbye — cover

The Smallest Goodbye

Cora Bellamy

A gentle, body-first workbook for grieving a miscarriage or early pregnancy loss.

PDF edition $9.99 · Paperback $12.99
Loving Someone Through Depression — cover

Loving Someone Through Depression

Cora Bellamy

This gentle, body-first workbook is for you — the well partner — and it is not about fixing him.

Ebook (EPUB + PDF) $9.99 · Paperback $15.99
The Quiet Estrangement — cover

The Quiet Estrangement

Cora Bellamy

For the parent grieving an adult child who has gone no-contact — or whose contact flickers.

PDF edition $9.99 · Paperback $17.99
The Empty Collar — cover

The Empty Collar

Cora Bellamy

Written for anyone who loved an animal like family — a dog, a cat, a companion of any kind.

PDF edition $9.99 · Paperback $14.99
Still Here, After the Stroke — cover

Still Here, After the Stroke

Cora Bellamy

Everyone measures your recovery. Nobody measures your grief.

PDF edition $9.99 · Paperback $13.99
It Was Real to Me — cover

It Was Real to Me

Cora Bellamy

Your marriage was not a lie. And you are allowed to grieve it.

PDF edition $9.99 · Paperback $13.99
More Than a Bad Gut Day — cover

More Than a Bad Gut Day

Cora Bellamy

For the person living with Crohn's disease or ulcerative colitis — newly diagnosed and terrified, or years in and worn thin.

PDF edition $9.99 · Paperback $13.99
The Invisible Stepmother — cover

The Invisible Stepmother

Cora Bellamy

A soft place to land for the stepmum no one sees.

PDF edition $9.99 · Paperback $14.99
The Flare and the Quiet — cover

The Flare and the Quiet

Cora Bellamy

A gentle, body-first companion for the woman living with lupus — or any unpredictable autoimmune or invisible illness.

PDF edition $9.99 · Paperback $13.99
The Worry That Follows Them — cover

The Worry That Follows Them

Cora Bellamy

A gentle, body-first workbook for the mother whose fear has fixed on her child's health.

PDF edition $9.99 · Paperback $14.99

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